the story of a girl trying to figure out life and herself :)
So I went to donate blood yesterday, and the nurse told me I can’t donate because my appearance is “high risk”. One day I’ll learn I’m not real people.
1. People staring at you
Stare at them back, harder. Make them uncomfortable. Seriously, works every time. Don’t be afraid of it either, you don’t know them. Pierce their souls.
Laugh. That’s the normal cis response if that’s what you are trying to go for, make it seem utterly…
In the spirit of pure honesty here is a picture of me in “boy mode” with no makeup from a shitty webcam. Because when it comes right down to it makeup doesn’t make me a woman. Clothes don’t make me a woman. I am a woman because it is who I am. This is a picture of a very fragile girl, and a very strong and passionate woman. I am posting this to remind myself, I am posting this to hopefully help someone else. I wish I could say this is the worst or that I was comfortable with sharing that part of my past. I am not. Before I came out to myself, before I came out to my wife, I was trying so hard to “be a man”. I’m not ready to show you that. Maybe some later time or if you are a trans girl and just really need to know (if it might help you or serve as some small inspiration) you can private message me and I might be okay with it.
But for right now this is where I am. Even if I cant live my reality all the time or the way I would like at least I know who I am. This is part of it. I want my sisters to know that.
To know me.
I Love you girls, you are all my heroes.
Asked by Anonymous
hi there, anon. i didn’t realize i took a lot of selfies. thanks for the info. so, your question was whether i think i’m pretty. you already answered that no, i am not.
and i have to agree, anon. i don’t think i’m pretty bc i’m not.
i always have a double chin.
i constantly look like i haven’t slept in a week bc of my dark circles
and, i always look sunburnt. idfk why
i have this white line across my nose that makeup can’t cover up
i have tons of wrinkles on my forehead. like what the hell? i’m 25
also, it’s the size of fucking texas
i still don’t know how to smile in pictures bc i hate my fucking teeth
my feet are flat. my hips are huge. my boobs are weird. i am covered in stretch marks. my voice is grating. my ears stick out two miles from my head. i am always fucking sweating and i’ve been asked if i was pregnant more times than i can count.
so, you’re right. i’m not pretty. i can’t stand the way i look.
which is why it’s so fucking important that i post “a lot” of selfies. bc, anon, you’d better fucking believe that if i look in the mirror that day and don’t cringe, i’m gonna take a fucking picture to save that tiny little second. and GOD FORBID i show the world that i posses a little self love every once in a fucking while.
TO ANYONE READING THIS: DON’T EVER LET SOMEONE MAKE YOU FEEL ASHAMED FOR LIKING THE WAY YOU LOOK—EVEN IF IT’S JUST FOR A SECOND. IF YOU LOOK NICE, YOU TAKE THAT FUCKING SELFIE AND YOU SHOW IT TO THE GOD DAMN WORLD BC THEY DESERVE TO SEE THE GOD/GODDESS YOU ARE!
that beard finally coming in? go ahead, bro. take a selfie.
you finally got that piercing you’ve been wanting? not really my style, but you’re fucking rocking it. take a selfie.
your boobs look awesome in that shirt? take a selfie.
you finally lose or gain that weight you’ve been working on? take a selfie.
your eyeliner look awesome? your new sunglasses make you look like a celebrity avoiding the paparazzi? you killing that tux? you feel a tiny, rare level of self love? you always on a high level of self love? you just like your face?
TAKE A MOTHAFUCKING SELFIE!
thanks for the question, anon. this one’s for you.
i thinks shes beautiful in my opinion
This girl is my hero.
“you’d better fucking believe that if i look in the mirror that day and don’t cringe, i’m gonna take a fucking picture to save that tiny little second”
Truth! Besides op, you are gorgeous! Keep taking those selfies, you’ll see it!
The Defibrillator Toaster
My mom would be so annoyed… every morning I would run into the kitchen screaming “WE’RE LOSING THEM!!! BEEP BEEP BEEPBEEPBEEP!”
“DON’T YOU DIE ON ME, DAMNIT!!! NURSE, WE NEED 12 CC’S OF CREAM CHEESE, STAT!!!”
He’s bread, Jim.
Time of deliciousness: 7:15 A.M
If we don’t restart his heart , he’s toast!
“Daddy’s in a butter place now, kids.”
I WASN’T EVEN GOING TO REBLOG UNTIL I SAW THE SHIT TON OF PUNS
HES BREAD JIM
To pay my respects, Ill be sure to place a flour on his grave.
I need this.
This person totally just sold me on this product.